The Light

The light behind my eyes is gone

For a while it was dimmed

Struggling against newfound darkness

Luster fading with each passing moment

Doubt settling into every cloaked corner of my mind

Now the light has diminished

Now it is nonexistent

I don’t know when it will return or if it ever will

But I am now familiar with its absence

Against my better judgement

When the light faded, a dull…

Shameless Muse

I must know what stirs the storm raging within you

I must intertwine myself with the passions you endure

The flight of fancies that elevate your pulsating vigor

The sinews that encase your lifeblood

I must know what makes your toes curl

Which fingers trace their way into the grasp of your phenomenal roots

The essence of the breath you elicit from your lungs to the undeserving earth

The…

Hope To Ruin

Cracked skin on wringing hands like crooked lines etched into the fabric of time

Reminiscing of days past when hope was but a song, carried by the voices of those imbued by life’s love

Heads bowed in shame now, averse to the gaze of what we’ve become

Too entangled in the dilapidated ruins on humanity’s home

Built upon, a monument to honor the promise of potential

All hands toiled and tolled,…

The State of My Mental

So I sat down to write this and I thought to myself.. be as honest as you possibly can

Typing this now, my hands feel like mush

I am now in the 4th month of my 32nd year on earth

The world around me has only gotten worse

My mental state is fickle, like rootless trees

As if such a thing exists

The inside of my brain feels like a dungeon at times

I imagine my creativity truly is stifled in…

Life As It Is

My soul aches for a sense of normalcy

Settling quickly for chaos instead

The daily drone, a welcome monotony

Pockmarked with lingering moments of dread

A world full of promise, thrown into the pits of hell

Destabilized by vessels throbbing with hate

Cries for peace fading, withering against hardened shells

Remnants of hope violently dashed away

How does one maintain stability against…

The Heaviest Heart

The words dripped from his lips like blood from an open wound

Languidly… slowly, filled with pain

His voice strained against his heavy heart

Speechless as he watched her depart

As she faded into the distance, his words found him

“I..” he hesitated, unsure, unbeknownst to her

A tremble. His lips shuddered as tears threatened to fall.

She had been his muse since his boyhood

His first foray…

I Don’t Want To Fall In love

“I don’t want to fall in love” I proclaim loudly to an empty room. My voice is firm and confident when I say it. Convincing. Who am I convincing? Myself or the masses? Who do I need to prove myself to? I don’t want to fall in love. I don’t feel the urge to… but I am curious. My mind wonders, it possesses my every thought. What does it feel like to look into the eyes of someone who thinks of you…

The First Day

The snowed in street leading to Ann Arbor High School didn’t seem to slow the traffic down one bit. Casey Lewis sat patiently in her brand new car with the radio playing smooth R&B music at a moderate volume. She was a gorgeous young woman with seemingly flawless dark brown skin, rich black hair, and almond shaped, hazelnut brown eyes. Unfortunately, she currently found herself stuck behind two…

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The Forest Of Souls
Mary had never been scared of the dark. As a child, her father, sticking firmly with his decades-old tradition of scary stories before bed, would attempt to continue this tradition by telling her tales of gnarly toothed witches lurking in dark woods or scary goblin-like monsters under her bed. She would only glare at him — both amused and agitated. Because Mary was not afraid of what lurked in…

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Uncharted 4 Is The Best Video Game Ever Made
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Official cover art for Uncharted 4: A thief’s End. Credit belongs to Naughty Dog and Sony Computer Entertainment. Yeah, you heard me. I just completed my 4th playthrough of Uncharted 4 and I am, again, thoroughly shook. This is one of the most well written, well acted, interesting, exciting, riveting video games I have ever played – and I’ve played a lot of video games. I’m not sure if I’d be…

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